Selepas berbulan-bulan tak menyinggah disini, akhirnya jari jemari yang halus dan comel ni menaip jugak. Biasa la busy jaga suami. Artis pun tak sebusy ni u know. Ahakssss :P Haha sebenarnya mmg busy , busy bila kt Puchong la. Sebab baru mula kehidupan dkt sana kan, tambah pulak takde wifi kan. I is okay. Just wanna wish if its not too late la kan, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua kaum muslimin dan muslimat di dunia. Cewahhhhh. :D

My raya was not so good la. Nak cakap bosan, tak jugak. Janji duit masuk sudah :P Sebab rasanya kehidupan aku ni mmg bosan. First raya pun dah hujan, so ditambahkan pulak jenis yg malas berjalan sana sini, diri ini mengambil langkah untuk duduk di rumah je. T-T Malam raya pun dah gaduh dgn boyfriend, lagi la. Hahahaha nasib boyfriend duduk jauh tahu tak, takde la rasa sgt gaduh tu. Wakakaka. Aku walaupun kadang ego sikit, tapi hati rapuh jugak. Mana tahan. Rindu woih :'( Buang la perasaan ego tu sikit sbb rasanya punca ktorang gaduh pun disebabkan aku, Nadya si pencetus masalah :P I gave text to him, but he didnt reply. Tp every minutes boleh pulak update tweet. Hati sentap. Lagi bertambah ego.. Hmmm then that night he told me that he didnt get my text. Pending? Cisssss. Hahaha


For the second raya, 20 August 2012 was our monthsary. Alaaaa monthsary je pun, bukan anniversary tu pun nak beria. Biar la. At least we appreciate that day. Huwaaa . Nk jugak nak jugak! Kebabooooom! *bunyi meriam* Hahaha that day went well I guess. Ada ke gaduh? Takde kot rasanya. Hahaha sebab ktorang ni asyik gaduh je T-T Why he dont know that I really love him? Cedihhhhhhh tau tak? :'( Cehhhh gua walaupun hati keras , tapi kalau bab hati dan perasaan ni gua rebah jugak. Tambah dgn boyfriend sndr. Alaaaa dia bukan hensem pun. Aku je sanggup terima dia apa adanya. Hahahhahaha maaf awak, janji tak taip macam ni dah T^T




Tgk la mamat atas tu. Selalu perasan dan puji diri sndr hensem, and no wonder gua pun selalu perasan dan puji diri sndr jgk. Skrg semua org boleh tahu gua ikut perangai siapa kan? Hahaha. I'm not the type of yg suka puji boyfriend sndr. Errr serious. Lol. Disini sy Nadya yg comey ingin memuji boyfriend sy Amer Syazwan seorang yg hensem. Wakakaka macam lawak je ckp dia hensem :P Okay taip serius pulak. I realize he is a good looking person. And the reason why I didnt compliment him just because I dont want he think that I love him because his face. I just worry, if I love him just because his look, I'm afraid that if someday he lose his look I dont love him like the way I love him before. At least now, I'm grateful for what I have. Doesnt mean he didnt have a look. Lol. My boyfriend is the most handsome person in this world okay!!!??!! *bie,jgn lupa kasi duit okay?* :P

As you all know, *ada ke yg tahu?* Hahaha ktorg ada perbezaan umur. Berapa tahun? Ada la. :P Everyone told me that he really loves me. Really? Cehhhhh. I dont want take for granted. Just because I know he loves me, and wont leave me behind, it doesnt give me the authority to hurt him. I realize la I'm the one who always start the fight. Blame it on me. -___- Kadang-kadang kesian pun ada kt dia. Hahaha cehh just worry if someday or oneday or whatever day la, he get tired and bored with me, and start to leave me just because of my behavior. Dah la ego, mengada, selalu cari masalah, semua ada. :'( I'm not a good lover, serious talk. I cant promise everything, we always fight something stupid but once you're mine, I always be there, always fight for our relationship. Insyaallah.

Kembali kepada topik asal, hahaha dah taip berperenggan-perenggan topik utama baru nak cerita. Hahaha sebenarnya nk ucapkan, Goodluck Trial! *pom pom pom pom pom* *bunyi mercun* Hahaha ingat, doa banyak2. Jgn nervous. Make it slow but better. Selawat jgn lupa. Alaa trial pun. Cehhhh. Okay? :D Sebenarnya tak banyak pun nak ckp sebenarnay ni. Melencong je lebih. Sorry for what I've done to you, for good or bad or whatsoever just wanna say sorry. I always hurt you. Last but not least, goodluck again! Always pray for you. Thanks because always by my side.  ^.^

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