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Friday, December 28, 2012 @ 17:16 | 0 Comment [s]
Perasan tak? Perasan tak yang hubungan kita semakin renggang. Perasan? Bagus la. Sy tak tahu salah kt mana tp mungkin salah sy jgk.Sy cuba nk pulihkan tp bila sy cuba makin sakit yg sy dapat. Mungkin sekarang awak dah banyak masa untuk enjoy. Yeah I know. Tapi ingat sy. Sikit pun jadi la. Kalau sy salah, bagi tahu. Sy rindu kita yg dulu.
Amer si Amor
Monday, October 29, 2012 @ 12:29 | 0 Comment [s]
On laptop --> On Twitter --> On Facebook --> Check notification --> Offline --> Bukak BlogMood nak balik Puchong sudah hilang. Bagi melengahkan masa, terbukak blog. Cuba nak meluahkan perasaan yg tengah merindui sang boyfriend nun jauh di Ipoh. 12 November genap la 6 bulan tak jumpa. Rindu woih. Tsk tsk T_T Pegi sini nampak muka dia, pegi sana nampak muka dia. Mcm mana la tak rindu. Tmbh skrg tgh free, peratus untuk merindui sgt la kuat.
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Seeeeeeeeee. Sy sgt merindui ketiga-tiga bf sy yg dkt atas ni. Tapi. Tapi. Tapi. Dia sgt busy skrg. Suka tinggal sy sorang2. :'( I miss your voice. Yg selalu menyanyi dekat sy setiap malam, setiap hari tanpa jemu. I really miss that voice. Yg pujuk sy bila sy merajuk. Yg cuba buat lawak semata-mata nk pujuk sy. Imissyou sayang. :( But heeee SPM nak dekat kan. So busy tu perkara biasa. Struggling for our future kan? Hahaha its okay. SPM berapa minggu je. I'm waiting. :)
Awak, study hard. Pikir masa depan. No facebooking. No Twittering. No stalking-stalking me. Hahaha it only a month je myb. Facebook, Twitter dan yg lain tu after SPM nk menghadap 24 jam pun boleh. Please 6A's ke atas. :'( Dapat result elok sy belanja awak. Ckp je nak apa. Heee sy sentiasa dgn awak. Jgn risau. Awak cuma perlu fokus. Sy boleh tunggu awak. Tak pernah bosan dgn awak. Makin hari makin sayang awak. Ingat tu. Last, ILOVEYOU. Really loveyou Amer Syazwan bin Azizuddin. Always pray for your success. I heart you sayang. :')
Grazie, caro. ^^
Saturday, August 25, 2012 @ 13:31 | 0 Comment [s]
Selepas berbulan-bulan tak menyinggah disini, akhirnya jari jemari yang halus dan comel ni menaip jugak. Biasa la busy jaga suami. Artis pun tak sebusy ni u know. Ahakssss :P Haha sebenarnya mmg busy , busy bila kt Puchong la. Sebab baru mula kehidupan dkt sana kan, tambah pulak takde wifi kan. I is okay. Just wanna wish if its not too late la kan, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua kaum muslimin dan muslimat di dunia. Cewahhhhh. :DMy raya was not so good la. Nak cakap bosan, tak jugak. Janji duit masuk sudah :P Sebab rasanya kehidupan aku ni mmg bosan. First raya pun dah hujan, so ditambahkan pulak jenis yg malas berjalan sana sini, diri ini mengambil langkah untuk duduk di rumah je. T-T Malam raya pun dah gaduh dgn boyfriend, lagi la. Hahahaha nasib boyfriend duduk jauh tahu tak, takde la rasa sgt gaduh tu. Wakakaka. Aku walaupun kadang ego sikit, tapi hati rapuh jugak. Mana tahan. Rindu woih :'( Buang la perasaan ego tu sikit sbb rasanya punca ktorang gaduh pun disebabkan aku, Nadya si pencetus masalah :P I gave text to him, but he didnt reply. Tp every minutes boleh pulak update tweet. Hati sentap. Lagi bertambah ego.. Hmmm then that night he told me that he didnt get my text. Pending? Cisssss. Hahaha For the second raya, 20 August 2012 was our monthsary. Alaaaa monthsary je pun, bukan anniversary tu pun nak beria. Biar la. At least we appreciate that day. Huwaaa . Nk jugak nak jugak! Kebabooooom! *bunyi meriam* Hahaha that day went well I guess. Ada ke gaduh? Takde kot rasanya. Hahaha sebab ktorang ni asyik gaduh je T-T Why he dont know that I really love him? Cedihhhhhhh tau tak? :'( Cehhhh gua walaupun hati keras , tapi kalau bab hati dan perasaan ni gua rebah jugak. Tambah dgn boyfriend sndr. Alaaaa dia bukan hensem pun. Aku je sanggup terima dia apa adanya. Hahahhahaha maaf awak, janji tak taip macam ni dah T^T  Tgk la mamat atas tu. Selalu perasan dan puji diri sndr hensem, and no wonder gua pun selalu perasan dan puji diri sndr jgk. Skrg semua org boleh tahu gua ikut perangai siapa kan? Hahaha. I'm not the type of yg suka puji boyfriend sndr. Errr serious. Lol. Disini sy Nadya yg comey ingin memuji boyfriend sy Amer Syazwan seorang yg hensem. Wakakaka macam lawak je ckp dia hensem :P Okay taip serius pulak. I realize he is a good looking person. And the reason why I didnt compliment him just because I dont want he think that I love him because his face. I just worry, if I love him just because his look, I'm afraid that if someday he lose his look I dont love him like the way I love him before. At least now, I'm grateful for what I have. Doesnt mean he didnt have a look. Lol. My boyfriend is the most handsome person in this world okay!!!??!! *bie,jgn lupa kasi duit okay?* :P As you all know, *ada ke yg tahu?* Hahaha ktorg ada perbezaan umur. Berapa tahun? Ada la. :P Everyone told me that he really loves me. Really? Cehhhhh. I dont want take for granted. Just because I know he loves me, and wont leave me behind, it doesnt give me the authority to hurt him. I realize la I'm the one who always start the fight. Blame it on me. -___- Kadang-kadang kesian pun ada kt dia. Hahaha cehh just worry if someday or oneday or whatever day la, he get tired and bored with me, and start to leave me just because of my behavior. Dah la ego, mengada, selalu cari masalah, semua ada. :'( I'm not a good lover, serious talk. I cant promise everything, we always fight something stupid but once you're mine, I always be there, always fight for our relationship. Insyaallah. Kembali kepada topik asal, hahaha dah taip berperenggan-perenggan topik utama baru nak cerita. Hahaha sebenarnya nk ucapkan, Goodluck Trial! *pom pom pom pom pom* *bunyi mercun* Hahaha ingat, doa banyak2. Jgn nervous. Make it slow but better. Selawat jgn lupa. Alaa trial pun. Cehhhh. Okay? :D Sebenarnya tak banyak pun nak ckp sebenarnay ni. Melencong je lebih. Sorry for what I've done to you, for good or bad or whatsoever just wanna say sorry. I always hurt you. Last but not least, goodluck again! Always pray for you. Thanks because always by my side. ^.^ AS.
Thursday, June 21, 2012 @ 14:05 | 0 Comment [s]
Dear.Amer Syazwan . Sy sayang awak. Tahu tak? Tak tahu nak ekpreskan perasaan ni. Sy tahu awak terseksa. Jiwa. Hati. Perasaan. Percaya sy. Please? Amer Syazwan . Ego sy tinggi. Melangit. Tapi sy cuba nak buang jauh jauh. Sebab awak. Sy sayang awak. Sy taknak awak sedih. Simpan air mata awak. Amer Syazwan . Kita baru je lagi. Banyak masa dan dugaan lagi kita perlu kita tempuh. Stay cute. Stay handsome. Loyalty. Trust. Amer Syazwan . Kita jauh. Tapi hati tidak. Walaupun jarak membataskan. Sy setia dgn awak. Harap awak pun. Amer Syazwan . Tetap percayakan sy. Hanya awak dalam hati sy. Mereka kenangan. Awak masa depan. InsyaAllah. Awak dgn sy sampai bila-bila. Amer Syazwan . Pengakuan berani mati. Sy nak kahwin dgn awak. Nak ada anak-anak yg comel. Bahagia. Sampai akhir hayat. Awak dan sy. Boleh? Amer Syazwan . Sy perempuan yg takut kehilangan awak. Sy berlagak tak pedulikan awak. Tapi hati sy memberontak kisah dan pedulikan awak. Sy marah sebab sayang. Sy rindu. Tapi sy ego. Seksa. Parah. Tapi awak yg lebih terseksa. Amer Syazwan . Sy sayang awak. Sy rindu awak. Sy cinta awak. Mungkin mcm terlalu awal kita nk kisah semua benda ni. Sy ada impian sy. Awak pun ada. Sy tunggu awak. InsyaAllah. Amer Syazwan . Study hard. Study smart. Be a boy who brilliant in studies. Knows how to be a good muslim. People will respect you. Believe in your ownself. Prove it. Make people proud of you. I'm here. Will support you. Never stop loving you. Sincerely, Your Love Nadya. Dear Abah .
Tuesday, June 12, 2012 @ 14:55 | 0 Comment [s]
Lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanya tak menempek kat blog ni. Last skali bila eh? Bulan lepas eh? Eh? Haha. I have no idea nak taip apa. So hari ni mcm bosan gila tertonggeng terbalik dah kan. Dah kemas apa yg patut. Ececece sebenarnya nak bg tahu la rajin kan? Kan? :P So bosan bosan , nak buat warkah buat yg tersayang. #Dear Abah, Nadya tak tahu la nak cakap apa. Tapi sumpah dan serius , abah la manusia yg paling Nadya kagumi , yg Nadya bangga , yg Nadya tak malu akan cakap mcm ni, ''Wehhh tu la abah aku. Insan yg paling aku sayang.'' Abah selalu layan perangai Nadya yg mcm budak2 ni. Sangat kebudak-budakan. Kalau orang lain,semua dah give up, meluat dgn Nadya tapi abah tak. Langsung tak. Kan? :') Nadya ingat lg masa nadya sekolah rendah , abah rajin hantar Nadya pergi sekolah fardhu ain dgn naik moto. Abah hantar Nadya sampai kelas, lepastu Nadya salam tangan abah, Nadya cium tangan , pipi kanan pipi kiri dan dahi abah. Sampai sekarang pun Nadya buat lg. :') Nadya tak malu. Kalau lintas jalan raya, abah selalu tarik dan pimpin tangan Nadya. Abah anggap Nadya ni mcm budak kecik lg. Even Nadya dah besar dah. Abah selalu panggil Nadya urut abah, picit kepala abah, ketip kuku abah. Nadya buat. Nadya sayang abah. Nadya ingat lg masa abah sakit, Nadya la yg menangis paling teruk. Sangat. Sampai cikgu tanya Nadya kenapa. Nadya bg tahu yg abah sakit. Sampai Nadya menangis cerita dkt cikgu. Masa exam Nadya tak tenang nak jawab. Sampai cuti sekolah , Nadya jaga abah kt hospital. Walaupun Nadya ada kelas tambahan cuti tu. Mmg masa abah sakit, abah mcm berubah sikit jd lain. Tp Nadya tak kisah, Nadya sayang abah. Tak kisah abah jd garang ke apa ke, Nadya tetap akan layan abah mcm abah layan perangai Nadya. Abah gerak Nadya 2 3 pagi semata-mata nak makan buah, Nadya tolong kupaskan. Nadya tolong lap kan badan abah. Nadya takut kehilangan abah. Abah nyawa Nadya. Bila Nadya dah besar, abah masih nak layan Nadya. Kadang tu Nadya tertanya-tanya, ada lagi ke lelaki yg mcm abah kat dunia ni? Yg akan jaga Nadya. Yg sanggup dgr Nadya membebel dan lepastu gelak. Yg akan buat Nadya gelak bagai nak gila dgr semua lawak-lawak abah. Yg akan pimpin tangan Nadya masa melintas jalanraya. Yg selalu bawak Nadya meronda naik moto petang2. Yg akan tak pernah give up dgn Nadya. Yg mcm abah buat? Abah selalu memahami Nadya lebih dari orang lain selain mak. Kadang Nadya pikir mcm mana Nadya nak hidup tanpa abah, tanpa mak. Bila abah takde , Nadya rapat dgn abang-abang. Orang selalu cakap Nadya anak manja. Nadya tak kisah. Biar la. Bila abah busy , abah selalu suruh abang-abang yg jaga Nadya. Yg take over tanggungjawab abah. Sampai kadang Nadya rasa Nadya hidup dgn family kita je. Sampai Nadya obses dgn abang sendiri. Dorang jaga mcm abah jaga Nadya. Nadya tak kisah orang lain give up dgn Nadya tapi bukan abah, mak, kak Ain , Naim , Amin , Adib , Alal dan adik give up dgn Nadya.Nadya mana boleh hidup kalau semua ni tingal Nadya. Kadang Nadya takut . Takut sangat2 sampai satu tahap abah akan lepaskan Nadya kt seseorang yg dipanggil ''suami'' Nadya takut dia tak tahan jaga Nadya yg cerewet ni. Abah tak pnh angkat tangan , sikit pun tak pnh sakitkan Nadya.Cubit Nadya lg la tak pnh. Tengking Nadya jauh sekali. Sebab abah mmg penyabar gila. Nadya takut kalau satu hari nnt orang lain akan buat kt Nadya mcm tu. Walaupun Nadya ada adik tapi mcm Nadya yg adik dlm rumah ni. Kalau boleh Nadya nak suami mcm abah, mcm abang Naim , Amin dan Adib. Sebab tu Nadya obses dgn abang-abang sendiri. Sebab dorang pantulkan balik cara abah jaga Nadya. Abah. Kalau satu hari nanti tak dipanjangkan umur,Nadya rela Nadya pergi dulu. Nadya tak sanggup kehilangan abah. Sangat tak sanggup. Nadya tak mampu nak hidup tanpa abah. Sangat. Abah la abah paling baik kt dunia ni. Insan yg Nadya tak jemu jemu dgr azan kt surau. ''Yee tu abah aku. Suara yg lunak yg mengazankan tu abah aku.'' Abah sakit ke , abah dah tua ke Nadya sanggup jaga abah. Walaupun Nadya dah ada suami. Nadya sanggup. Nadya nak jaga abah, Nadya nak jaga mak. Nadya nak sangat dpt suami mcm abah. InsyaAllah. Nadya nak sangat. Dan satu hari nanti Nadya betul betul dah jumpa orang tu, Nadya akan tunjuk dkt abah . Dan akan buktikan selain abah , ada orang yg mmpu layan kerenah Nadya. I will try to be a good muslimah. You and mom need my doa' one day. Untuk ringankan seksaan di alam kubur. MasyaAlah. I will. Keep my promises .:') Its called LIFE .
Thursday, May 24, 2012 @ 13:08 | 0 Comment [s]
''Life is full of suprises.'' I'm not the type of kind people. I'm not the type of will-listen-all-what-people-says-person. I'm not the type of easy-befriend-with-others-person. I am a weird person. I will rebelled in silence. I put my ego too high. Then , it killing me , slowly. I am. The real me are boring and weird. People will judge me wrong. I'm just an ordinary person. I will cry and smile just two in one. I have a big family. Family that love me , too much. I'm an attention seeker. I love to get their attention to let them know my existence. People will think I have everything. I have a luxury from my parents but I'm not the type of use their luxury for my own . I will get everything. But doesnt mean I'm happy. I'm a weak girl . A girl that always get down easily. I hate a broken heart feeling, no-one-trust-me feeling. I trust someone easily , thats my weakness one. I'm the type of afraid-of-losing-person. Even you are just my friends. I will love , trust and treat you like my family even you are my friends. I will cry for you if you leave me. My heart is fragile. I will cry easily and think I'm not good enough if I cant satisfy what they want me to do. Even you have your own book , you will get jealous with other books. Their story line. Their perfect life. Losing, crying for the beginning and happy for the ending. No heart broken. Happy ending. I dont like if thats so called ''mine'' but others trying to get it. If you are mine , always mine. No one can take you from me. I trust ths sentence ''To other people eyes you have nothing but in someone-loves-you-eyes , you are perfect.'' I will not give up easily but when I do, I never turn back for what've broke me. I wish one day I will be a strong girl. Not cry easily. I will fight even it is a small things. I just scared people will hate me if I says something just want to shows the truth. They hurt , they will hate me then. I dont care if I get hurt but not them. Thats why I keep silence. Just look around. Screaming inside. Hurting inside. Crying inside. I dont care . As long as people around me happy. I'm okay. So, can you trust me? Can you love me? Can you accept the weak me? Can you treat me like my own brothers always did? No heart broken? I think , no one can do. I am not too single but I'm in a serious relationship :')
Tuesday, May 22, 2012 @ 14:38 | 0 Comment [s]
 I didnt expect He's becoming my future-husband-wannabe . InsyaAllah :D Hey you. Yeah ,you. You . The one that always stalk my Blog , my Facebook profile , my Twitter 24/7 and pretend like you dont. You are so cute at pretending . The one that always care of me and potpetpotpet sana sini mengalahkan sy. The one that always text ''Sy sayang awak sangat2 sayang. Sy takut kehilangan awak.'' The one that always says ''Awak tahu tak yg awak ni mengada-ngada sayang?'' But a few minutes later ,''ILupCiu Nadya Mohamad.'' The one that said ''Awak girlfriend sy. Awak tunang sy. Awak isteri sy. Awak ibu kpd anak-anak sy. InsyaAllah'' Thats a doa' sayang. *melting* *crying* The one that will reply ''I love you.'' ''I miss you.'' The one that said ''Sy study la kejap lg.'' ''Awak ni dah macam mak dah membebel.'' when I ask you to do that. The one that quite patient when I ask you to do everything. The one that never get tired of saying ''I Love You'' to me every minute, every hour, every day. The one that calling me ''Babyface'' ''Laura'' ''Kucing'' ''Anak omputih" The one that willing throw away his egoism just for me. The one that promise to wipe my tears if I cry. The one that willing to sing a song for me. *walaupun suara tak sedap* The one that think I'm a perfect girl in this world. The one that accompany me till I go to sleep. The one that never get bored to text me. The one that really afraid of losing me. The one that waste his tears for me. The one that always think too much. The one that get jealous easily. *SANGAT* The one that think I dont love him. Well. This post is credited to you. Hoi anak manjaaaaa, Aš tave myliu! *The first words he said to me at the time he wanna to confessed me* Sorry for not being a perfect girlfriend for you , even you think that I am. You said that I'm a girl that have changed you a lot. I think you deserve it. You changed it by yourself, not me. Proud of you. As a girlfriend I should get worry about you. But vice versa. You always get worry about me. Every time.You afraid I'm flirting with another boys. Sure you do. You rarely interact with another girls just because you afraid I get jealous. I dont get mad . But please draw a line between it. Heyy handsome boy. You should know by right. I am a snobbish girl. Really I do. I am a girl that full sense of egoism. I am the type of many-secrets-person. I am a girl that keep quite if I get mad or jealous. I am choosy in befriended with people. I am a little girl in my siblings that extremely obsessed with my own brothers. I am madly obsessed with my best friends. I dont have a lot of friends. But I am a girl that flirt and stick around with the only one. For sure thats you. Loyalty in the first place. Now you know my bad attitudes, right? Think it back. You never too late for everything. You can own me . But for the serious , you cant control me to the fullest . Sure I do the same thing to you. *Kalau awak sembang dgn perempuan lain , errrr rasa nk tampar je* Not unfair right? Lol. This is me. -___- By the way , thanks a lot for the love keychain. ''Forever Love You'' . Even it is simple ,but it so meaningful. I will keep it properly. Like you said ''Jaga keychain yg sy bagi tu.Keychain tu mcm hati sy.'' You are not romantic but the way you treating and loving me shows how romantic you are. Thankyou always strict with me. Always care of my aurat. Alhamdulillah for what I have. This feelings that gonna change. InsyaAllah. In a nutshell, you are the one that I want to marry . Haha benci ah tersweet pulak :P |
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